Shelley, I feel the same thing. Sometimes to get a laugh, some person's attention, or hide myself behind the jokes, I say bad things, things that would hurt the person whose I'm talking about. I'm so tired of being this super funny guy. I have been talking to God that I hate it in myself.
Well, I already like this song, but now, I identify myself a little bit more, because, I feel the same thing the solist feels.